i just want to know that hes choosing me because he wants me, not because he cant have her and im second best. i want to hear him say that and mean it. not say "mhmm" if i ask if thats how he feels. or if he cant say it, then i want him to tell me that. tell me that if things would work with her, thats where hed be, but thats not the case so hes here. i just want to know.
im tired of feeling like i cant trust what he says because i dont know if he means it when he says he loves me
im tired of feeling second best
more than that, im tired of feeling like i dont even deserve to know if im what he wants or if im what hes got
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